Hey guys, I have generalized anxiety disorder. I would like to talk to someone who is going through the same thing, someone who understands. Please follow or message me, we can make each other feel better :]
It has been a rough week. I really feel like moving away to somewhere distant, another country perhaps. I have never been out of the americas, but I would love to just go to another country and help the poor societies. In my life, I want to change something, I don’t want the ordinary busy life. I want to hold a child in my arms that just needs comfort, I want to see the excited faces of those who have just witnessed new food. I want to make someone happy. I have often thought about what I was meant to do in my life, and maybe this is it. We will see.
I hate the sinking feeling I get when my anxiety starts, I just feel like i’m on the verge of dying. I feel like I have made a complete mess of myself, or made a huge mistake. It kills me that I have to smile and pretend that i’m not freaking out on the inside.
Coworker: I used to be like you, I used to be super smiley, always happy, super sweet and never let anything get me down.
Me: *awkwardly smiling and laughing because 85% of the time, I feel like crying*
Jesus, please help me. I need you especially right now. I pray to you that my best friend does not have cancer. She is amazing, i need this girl in my life.
I just feel like falling asleep and never waking up. The past couple days I have felt very depressed, I do not want to do anything but be alone. I love my friends and family, perhaps i’m being selfish, but I really just want to sleep all day. This is not good. Work soon, dreading it…
As much as I do not want to have rhinoplasty because I will let a lot of people down, it is something I have always wanted to have done. My nose has always given me such a bad self esteem problem. Maybe one day.
I have come to the realization that a nose job is pretty much the same thing as getting braces.
Both are “unnecessary”.
and both are permanent.
People get braces because they want their teeth to be straight and to look good. They want to have a pretty smile.
Most people don’t need braces…